Yeah, my old crappy drawing was featured in this article on artwork inspired by "The Birthday Massacre"

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Alsooooooooo I got a new phone; Samsung Slyde M540. It's pretty hot.

This weekend I am to go to my mum's house to celebrate my sister's 23rd birthday, which should be alright [hopefully].

Such a busy beaver. I spent the whole weekend running around the city looking for Hallowe'en costumes. I tried Value Village, then 3 sex shops, Zellers, and finally a make-shift Hallowe'en kiosk set up in a bridal store in Scarborough x.x I did manage to get a sweet, fitting, costume [though the bill ran me $79.00]. I can't complain though, it's a pretty awesome sailor costume [it actually has a lot of detailing and accessories]. So watch out Church St.! I'm on shore-leave and I wanna get wasted!!

I have been at my job for almost three weeks now, and I love it. You can say "see, people who don't finish highschool will only amount to being pizza servers", but fuck you, I am having fun! There's really only a nutso rush of people between 12 and 1pm, and otherwsie I stand around listening to Virgin Radio and talking to people. Still, I need more money, so I have an interview tomorrow at HMV I would really rather work in a music/video store than a pizzaria but it's only seasonal positions they are hiring for, so I'll take both jobs please and thanks.

Oh yes, and my XBox appears to be haunted xD We haven't used it in about a year since it's hooked up to our old television and we have a 360 now, but it turned itself on and will not turn off, even when unplugged. The menu makes weird music and noises [which is normal] but there are other warbled sounds coming from it that are not a part of the typical sounds...Odd.

Otherwise, I am loving this weather, my new stiletto boots, and the colour grey o.O



What's his or her name? Patrick.

How long have you been together? Approaching 3 years.

How long do you think it will last? Hopefully a loooonng time.

How'd you meet? As children, and then 10 years later through Myspace and MSN.

Was it love at first sight? It was "ohmahgawdhot" at first sight.

How old are they? 23.

Any common interests? Wrestling, video games, BATMAN, some horror/music.

What's there middle name? Allan.

Favorite color? Black?

Food? Pepper rice, Pepperoni sticks, burgers.

Animal? Cats [if he has to pick]

Music genre? Rap and rock [I say this in a very generl way-he dislikes metal, emo, screamo, industrial, etc.].

Band? Technically, I don't think he has one.

Musical instrument? ...n/a?

When's their birthday? July 5th.

Zodiac sign? I don't know....he doesn't really follow it so I don't remember.

Height? 6'4"

Weight? I don't know. We don't have a scale.

Kissed? Yes...

Held hands? Mhmm.

Cuddled? Yup.

Seen a move together? If so, what was it? We have seen many movies together...about many things.

Had sexy time? At almost 3 years? What do you think?

Had phone sex? Noooo.

Kissed in the rain? Yes.

Spent the night at each others house? We live in each others' house. But before that, yea.

Met the parents? Yu-huh.

Would you do absolutly anything for him/her? Almost.

Would they do the same for you? I should hope...it's been promised.

Have you ever heard them cry? If so, why were they crying? Maybe, but it ain't yo biznaz.

Have they heard you cry? Of course, I am a crybaby. [I concur]

Have you ever gotten into any arguments with them? Yep.

About what? Lots of stuff.

Is he/she a virgin? ........o.o

If not, who'd they lose it to? S'rivate buisiness.

If so, are you going to take it? Muahahaha, give me your virginityyyyy!! Om nom nom. But seriously, n/a.

Are you a virgin? *facepalm*

If so, are they going to take it? Got a time machine?

Are you sure they're the love of your life? Oh yes

They are bf/gf #... Um, 8? I think so.

Have you ever cheated on them? Nope.

Has he/she ever cheated on you? If so, what did you do? Same answer.

If not, what would you do? There would be a lot of talking, crying, etc. and possibly a good-bye.

Has he/she ever bought you a gift? Yes.

What was it? Lots of stuff.

Has he/she ever drawn you anything? He's drawn on cue, on the tables of restaurants which have crayons and paper.

I find those extremely special Wha?

What was it of? Some weird duck thing, I believe.

How often do you talk to them? Every daaaaaaaaay.

See them? Same answer.

Do you text them all the time? When I am out somewhere.

When's your next date? I don't know.

Have you lasted more than 6 months? Yes.

What would you get them for their birthday? I got him the "Ultimate Galactus" comic. Shut up! I was broke and it was still like $40!

What would they get you for your birthday? A trip to the tittay-bar.

Would you do anything you could to help them if they were sick? DUH!

Marriage?! ...may I?

Are you two going to get married? If he proposes.

How many kids do you want to have? Nun.

Boys/girls? N/a.

Names? N/a.

Please don't name them Apple... Oh god D: Hahahaha.

What day do you want to get married on? I don't give a damn, if it's happening it's all gravy..

Where do you want to go on your honey moon? Japan or Germany.

HAI GAIZ!

It has been over a month since I updated this puppy, so here goes. As you can see I am uploading a lot more photos. My faja bought me an Oplympus camera for my birthday and I love it. All of my artsy materials are packed away so I can't really draw, though I have been keeping up with my skills with doodles at work

Aaannyyways, I do have a 9-5 job that has been really good for paying my bills and helping me save rent to move out with. I feel we'll be ready to move out by December, though we might wait until the new year just to make sure we have everything running smoothly. Once we move out [maybe even sooner] I am going to start painting, which I hope goes well.

I am going camping this weekend o.o I think it will be....fun..Hahaha if you know me, you will know I am not really the type to sleep in a tent in 9 celcius weather. Hopefully the pot and beer will numb me to the cold xD

And I am sooo excited for fall. I love the colours of the treeeeeeess. Expect many tree photos from me soon!

I need to schedule more photoshoots. I cancelled on a photog because of my new job and was supposed to re-schedule for this month, though I haven't yet. Note to self: Get your ass in gear!!

Happy birthday to meeee!!

Yesterday I turned the big 2-0. On Wednesday I visited my mother and stepdad in Barrie. Mom took me shopping and bought me some really nice clothes and accessories from Suzy Shier <3 We picked up my sister and had a family BBQ at the house. I got to see some relatives from England, and my sister painted me a portrait of Manson that is soooo sic.

Yesterday my mother-in-law, sister-in-law etc. gave me gift cards for dinner and a movie, and my grandparents stopped by with a card and some cash-ola ^_______^

Courtney came over around 11:30 and we had a few drinks before steppin' out on the town. It was too late to head to the Brass Rail [our original stripclub of choice], but Courtney mentioned a local club called Caddie's. We cabbed it there, and hell if I didn't feel like white trash upon arrival. I mean, we were all dressed up and the patrons of this club were a little...less than clean cut xD It was a pretty down and dirty place, with the ladies bathroom being in the strippers' change room *jawdrop*.

Long story short, the strippers weren't top notch, but I scored me a diamond in the rough for a lap dance. Literally, her name was Diamond. She had long blonde hair and a booty that didn't quit! She was also the sweetest and cutest stripper I've ever encountered <3 I'm not going to devulge the specifics of the lap dance, but it was goooooood.

Anyways, I start my new job tomorrow. Call center phone operator say wuuuhh?! I hope it goes well..It's going to be a 9 hour shift x.x

Photoshoot on the 18th with A R Tiste. He does classic 30's, 40's, 50's photos and manipulates them to literally look like they are from magazines. It's a trip! Should be a good one

I really feel like trying my hand at some pin-up art, but my anatomy skills suck. We'll see.

I am at a point of great sadness. Things are not going well in the least. I thought maybe the past couple of days were a glimpse of good things to come; going out more, being able to stay out all night with my friends without Patrick nagging me, but of course, it was too good to be true. I fail to see the logic in the phrase 'opposites attract'. We couldn't be more different from each other, and it causes nothing but stress and arguments. He hates my friends, the types of shows, music and movies that I watch/listen to, the kind of clubs I go to, my smoking habits, and less importantly, he has the complete opposite belief system as I do. It's getting to this point where I don't know how much longer this can work. He's insensitive to my feelings, and though he claims I'm ignorant about certain things, -he- is just s narrowminded when it comes to other subjects. I feel like I am living with some asshole stepfather who thinks he can run my life. I just want to do my own shit; not have someone scream at me for leaving a hair straightener out. He's insecure, paranoid, and volatile...I love him so much but this is breaking my heart. I'm sure we'll kiss and make-up for a few days, and then everything will spiral out of control all over again. Isn't that the way it's always been? I miss the man I fell in love with. The spontaneous, collected, nice guy who used to travel over 2 hours to see me, even though he barely had the money for it. Life is so crappy right now...I don't know what to do.